Thursday, March 28, 2013

259-257

I don't have words of wisdom. I don't provide some astounding clarity on the web for a random soul to stumble across. I have never claimed to be anything but a girl randomly spewing words for her own purposes. I just want that to be clear. There are really no end results here as far as a contribution is concerned.

I, myself have benefited many times from those individuals who truly "blog" on a regular basis. Those  people who take the time and effort to glean information and share it with those of us that spend a good amount of time staring at a computer screen. I want to say that I appreciate you.

I appreciate each and every individual who takes the time to share their insight, knowledge, information, ideas and expertise with the world. Those of you doing that without a quid pro quo. You help me and many others in ways that I'm sure most people in this age of technology don't even stop to think about.

With that said, there is a campaign going on in the Facebook and Twitterverse with people changing their profile pic to an equal sign. This is supposed to represent their support of gay rights and marriage equality. I haven't done any such thing. Not because I don't believe that every person has a right to make their own decisions. Not because I am swayed either way. I haven't done it because the gesture is pointless. Those people in charge, because we have done everything in our power to allow them to be in charge, will fight out this battle and make their decisions whether we voice our opinions or not. I haven't changed my profile picture to show support because I also have many friends and family whose opinions would differ from my own and it would create such a stirring that I wont encourage that event.

However, the truth is that I DO support everyone's right to choose whatever they are considering in their lives. It is Mary Sue's right to smoke cigarrettes. It's John's right to drink alcohol. There are so many choices to make in your life that the idea of someone taking my choice away from me is ludicrous.

I don't know if any of you have ever experienced this, but so many of my characteristics and thought processes have been influenced by books. For the longest time I don't think I even realized it to be honest with you. But that is the reality. I think of those characters and those words that they have spoken inside my head and what they say comes out in what I say. Now, here's another way to look at that. I'm just speaking the author's opinion. Some would say that because the author has written their characters a certain way, that means this is also the author's opinion. I don't really think I live in the school of thought. I think characters have a life of their own. I think that some authors may just be prophets.

There's this author who has been around for ages and ages. Her mind has brought us some of the greatest science fiction ever written. Anne McCaffrey. She has been writing for over 40 years. Her contribution to the world of literature is astounding. What really gets to me though, is the life lessons and moral values her books convey. Sure, they can be hidden inside a fantastically woven story with rich character development, descriptive landscape and a new world to explore, but in the end she teaches lessons in every book. She provides this amazing insight into what could happen in the future.

I'm not a loon, I realize that fiction is fiction. But do you ever stop to think how many people in authority positions quote famous artists from the past? When Shakespeare was writing his plays and poems back in the day, did everyone of that time assume he would be immortalized for life? Those stories I studied in high school to determine the underlying meaning of every single word, did the author intend for 15-18 year olds to be dissecting his words to figure out what he really meant by them? No, I don't really believe those authors thought their work was going to picked apart for generations to come.

I know this is a rambling crazy post, for anyone who takes the time to actually read through it, I apologize. All the craziness in the world lately I've just been feeling the need to thank those out there with a truly noble zest for blogging and sharing. I want to appreciate those great authors of the past who were the bloggers of the 16th+ century. I want to pay respects to anyone who has taken the time to express their dreams with the written word. Sadly, it isn't as prevalent as it used to be. I personally, have experienced the generation where books are a sad, sorry thing of the past. I have had a love affair with fiction since I was a baby. My son hates it. He has not found any of the joy in losing yourself to another world within words. So, I understand this marvel is waning. It's a devastating movement among those in this generation and the next.

So, I urge you to pick up a book. Even if, like me, you've been on a reading hiatus and nothing seems to appeal to you, just pick up one of those treasured stories and read it. Take the time to escape into Nora Robert's world of magic. J.D. Robb's futuristic procedural. Rick Riordan's land of the Gods. I don't care what floats your boat. Just go sailing.

All My Love,
Kristi

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

262-260

You already know I love How I Met Your Mother. Tonight I watched Season 8 episode 20 and at the end I got the best surprise. This absolutely made my night. I hope you enjoy it.


Ted and Barney Harmonize!!!


Saturday, March 23, 2013

264 & 263

Does it drive anyone else crazy when someone who SAYS they will do something at a certain time, completely FAILS in that regard? No? Because it makes me want to punch them.

When it's business related. It just pisses me off to no end. I've started this little journey that I don't intend to share with anyone but my mom. Every time I share my desires with the world, they never come true. Call it silly superstition, but the reality for me is that this is what happens.

So, in the midst of trying to examine my possibilities, I had someone inform me that they would have information to me by the next business day via email. I did not receive said email. I proceeded to call the person and they did not take my call. I"m really quite annoyed at this point.

I'd like to get moving on myself and I really can't until I have that info. So, I'm at a stalemate and it just pisses me off.

Boooooo
K

Thursday, March 21, 2013

265

So, my horoscope told me today that I'd put a lot of time an effort into something that hasn't turned out quite the way I want it to, which is ridiculously accurate. However, it also mentioned that I learned everything I needed to know from that situation and could now move on.

I've been in such a funk lately that I just can't seem to figure anything out. I've gained like 8 pounds and I'm depressed all the damn time. This craziness needs to stop.

I keep trying to find something that will make it better but I'm not having any luck. There are just too many things that aren't making me happy.

I've got so much going on in side my head that I"m miserable 9 times out of 10. It's really an awful feeling.

I want to be more successful, I want to be less crabby. I would really like to have money. I know that all probably sounds unreasonable and selfish, but the truth is I'm tired of being me. I've been trying so hard to be better the past 16 months. It's been exhausting.

I'm even considering something now that I never considered before. I mean at some point this all has to get better right?


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

268-265

Just gonna share a song today.


Sunday, March 17, 2013

272-269

So a few things have happened this week.

I colored my hair.
My foot has been feeling like its going to fall off or just kill me.
Spent the day with my friend Ashley for St Pattys. It was exhausting.

Here are some pics.





Tuesday, March 12, 2013

274 & 273

I am three days into washing my face with Raw Honey. I haven't taken pictures because:

1. I'm lazy
2. I haven't quite figured out what exactly would be good pictures.
3. I hate my face

However, I can tell you that once again I have noticed a dramatic difference in the feel of my skin in just three days. It is softer with a smooth texture. Hey, at least I kept something up for 3 days in a row. :) I'll keep it up and continue to report.


lots of luv
K

Sunday, March 10, 2013

275

So, I've decided that this whole not challenging myself to do a single darn thing has been extremely detrimental to my existence. Time to get back on the horse. Each week I plan to take baby steps to get back to changing my life. Even if those steps appear to be completely insignificant.

So, starting today I'm getting back to washing my face with the raw honey experiment. I'm going to see if it actually makes a difference.

I"m also going to try to take pictures of my face to post and see if there is any noticeable difference.

Luv ya,
Kristi

277&276

It's Always interesting to find out what people think is good or talented. Four instance, there are people who think a photographer is great! Then I see their pictures, and I am extremely disappointed.

Anyhow I am just extremely amazed at the way people make their decisions.

P.s. I gained 5 pounds. It is extremely depressing.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

279 & 278

I know that I've mentioned secrets on here before and the general nature of them. However, in a little experiment I've undergone recently, I realize the true reality of a secret. Yes, I'm aware that sentence is rife with grammatical error but it's late and I truly don't care.

The experiment is this: Have a secret that one would normally share with a friend. Keep that secret for 3 weeks. Out of the blue, share the secret. What do you think then happens?

I'll tell you what happens. That friend is completely incapable of keeping said secret and it officially becomes news.

I don't know about you guys? But this completely proves my Secrets theory.

Best advice I can give you?

Keep your damn secrets to yourself.

K

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

281 & 280

I have to stop caring so much about work. There comes a point when a person needs to realize that all of their hard work will essentially amount to nothing.

So, taking a step back and considering that my job is just that, a job.



Sunday, March 3, 2013

284-282

It's amazing to me the little slip ups that can truly affect the way things happen.

Everyone has heard of the Butterfly Effect, right?

"the phenomenon whereby a small change at one place in a complex system can have large effects elsewhere, e.g., a butterfly flapping its wings in Rio de Janeiro might change the weather in Chicago."

I can see this in every action and reaction that occurs naturally in our lives. A person has one little lapse in judgement and it changes the course of their entire life.

A girl pretends to know the definition of a word and proceeds to have a conversation about said definition, only to discover that she had absolutely NO clue what she was talking about and most likely made herself look the idiot.

A person might say yes, when they should say no, and it makes a relationship end.


There are so many factors in what we do. It's impossible to keep them all straight. I'm starting to think I understand why so many people don't leave their houses.

Less damage can be done.

Signing off for today.

Sorry I've been such a slacker.

K