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I've been MIA lately. I apologize. I've just not had much to say.

I hope to have some good news shortly.

K

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Kristi Lynn. You need to get yourself in check. 

Times they are a changing. You need to change with them.

Ok, that's all for tonight.

K

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Nothing super important or revealing to say today. So, I just think I'll share a few pics.

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Hello again,

I know I can't believe I'm here two days in a row either. hahah HOWEVER!!!! There's a reason. I cannot believe that I missed the first five episodes of SYTCD?? How did I NOT know that it had started already?

Moving on, I have SERIOUSLY missed this show. It always always inspires me to want to dance. This season though, something WEIRD is totally happening. I almost cry at so many of the performances. I mean honestly, I am NOT a crier. You'd think if I was going to cry about something it'd be my whole 'foot' situation. Nope, I'm practically bawling like a baby over these amazing dancers. Its times like these I'm so thankful we live in America where at least for some people, dreams do still come true. I'm astounded at the talent and dedication these people put into their art.

I am now all caught up on the shows and will get to watch the newest episode (which aired tonight) tomorrow on lunch break, obviously because I don't have any sort of cable/dish so I watch it on my computer. :) What can I say, we've gone 6 years without it and still going strong.

I just wanted to share that the show inspires me. It truly truly does. I did YOGA tonight after getting all caught up on the episodes because I really want to get back on my getting fitter wagon. I've been feeling so sorry for myself lately and just worn down. Its time to at least PRETEND, if to noone but myself right here on this blog, that I have a goal and I think that maybe I could reach it.

Chin up, Kristi Lynn.

p.s. I really do have the best friend in the entire world. Just wanted to share that little tidbit.

Cheers! ~K

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So, I believe the change I need is probably not ready to be a part of my life yet. Or maybe I'm just not ready to b a part of it.

I've found something recently that make me smile and even gives me that feeling of 'happy' albeit I haven't truly tested the theory. I'm just pretty sure I've got about 8 more years before this is a possibility and at that point it won't be the same.

So I guess what I'm saying is enjoy those little moments of happy and don't let anyone take them. They can be few and far between and should be enjoyed whenever possible before life punches you in the face.

K

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I think I may have given up. This isn't just a plateau I've hit, it's a never-ending purgatory. Seriously it's insane.

I've definitely given up hope that I'll look good in anything at Ashley's wedding. The best I can hope for is not the fat chick and not ugly.

Boooooo

In case people can't tell I'm totally feeling sorry for myself lately. I just need a change.

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Here I am again with nothing to write. I've been slacking so much lately that I haven't written anything, but the truth is here I am again with nothing to say, or maybe it's nothing to share. I just don't know.

This year was supposed to be such a good year. So many good things were supposed to happen.

Yet, here it is June and so far nothing but awful things have happened. So I'd like to appeal to the Emperor of the Universe.

It's time.