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I hate to say, I'm sick of cooking and cleaning. This whole gluten thing has made it impossible to eat quickly. I'm so tired of my make- shift kitchen.

Oh well Kristi. Get. Over. It.

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Seriously. There's nothing quite like complete and total disappointment. I HATE...let me repeat that for you folks in the back... I HATE cliffhangers.

They are expected in tv shows and occasionally movies. However, I want an ending. A REAL effing ending. Seriously? I read 50 Shades of Grey today, everyone has been talking about it, it was on the Today show. I mean it seemed right up my alley.

Truth? The verbiage gets annoying. The writer clearly has an idea about what it feels like to be in that type of situation. However, it stops there. I am going to say it here. There is NOONE and I do mean NOONE like Nora Roberts.

I am never disappointed in her words. Yes, it's true that sometimes I'm not completely in love with her words, but the reality here is that she has a genius with words that many published authors in today's world do not.

So, right now I'm saying THANK YOU Ms. Roberts, for the years and years of happy reading, happy endings and thrilling stories. You are and most likely always will be my favorite author.

Thank you and good-nite!!

K

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I will NOT get sick. I will NOT get sick. I will NOT get sick!!!!!!


I refuse to get sick again. Hear that sickness? You will NOT take hold!!!!!!!

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I guess my post from last night never posted. Annoying. It's making me look bad. I don't forget. Every single day I know that I need to be posting something. Obviously, it's not like everything I write has any sort of good context for people who might some chance be reading. For anyone who actually stumbles across my blog and is completely bored, I apologize.

I started writing every day so I could look back and see what happened. Yesterday I looked back at what I've got so far, and it really bothers me that I've just been sick and miserable since I made these declarations. I'm still bound and determined to change my life, but I'm just feeling dejected right now. I haven't seen any change. It's sad.

Here's hoping things change.


Lots of Love,
Kristi

260

Pretty sure I somehow glutened myself. I just can't figure out what did it, but I have been sooooo bloated and gross ALL DAY. I HATE it!!!! ☺

Here's hoping I start feeling really good soon!!

Lots of Love,
Kristi

261

I am so tired of assholes. It frustrates me that money is the only thing that matters to some people.

(sigh)

I need a break. Can't wait until next week to have 5 whole days off of work.

Lots of Love,
Kristi

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Well, I felt good for a whole week. I mean I really did. No sickness, no headaches really, no sore throat or anything. Then last night BAM!! Throat starts hurting, headaches the whole kit and caboodle. I'm telling you, it's a game the universe is trying to play with me. I feel better for aweek then I'm sick for a month. I've been so good, I mean I've been eating healthier, drinking smoothies everything. Go away sore throat, I HATE you!!!!! On a completely different subject, I think sometime in the next few years I'm going to have to find a house. Either to rent or whatever. I just can't stand having other people in my house anymore. I love this place but I don't love these people. That frustrates me because I could've lived here forever. It's quiet, secluded and pretty. (sigh) Oh well, hope this sick feeling goes away. Here's hopin' Kristi

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Hello world,

Today was more like it. 65 and springlike. Drizzly and exactly how I like it. Yay!!!

Went to a little campfire at my sister's tonite. Woot Woot!!

Saw the Hunger Games today with Karrie too.

AND I didnt work. I don't think I could come up with a better recipe for a decent day.


Hope you have a beautiful day.

Lots of Love,
Kristi

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I feel completely and totally gypped. I wanted to see The Hunger Games at midnite tonite. Am I going? Nope. My sister can't let her husband watch the new baby, so I'm SOL. Yes, as all you people (the one) reading this are thinking, just go by yourself. I definitely COULD have done that. However, since my mother found out my sister wasn't going, she decided she wasn't going to watch Wyatt for me. So, not only do i NOT get to see the movie, it wouldnt matter one way or the other because I don't have a baby-sitter.

Sometimes being me really just sucks.

Sorry for the negativity.

K

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la la la connect the dots...


Can we PLEASE not have 80° weather in MARCH?! March for crying out loud. Seriously. I HATE bugs, hate hate hate and they all flock to me. I have like 15 bug bites on my arms and neck. There was a spider the size of my hand on my floor the other day. It's all just a little out of hand.

I have this FEELING of wanting to get healthy. I'm trying to hold onto it as long as I possibly can. As of today, I'm going to TRY to knock down my Mt Dew consumption to 1 per day. I've had no less than 2 per day since December 11th. It's time to kick up the volume a little.

Look out Universe Kristi Harvey is going to get healthy and then NOTHING will be able to stop me.

Muahahahahahahahaha!!!


Lots of Love,
Kristi

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I really wish I knew why people are the way they are. I'm not going to delve into my dislike of the general population right now because I think it's counterproductive. I'm working on a real review of the Tropical Traditions Gold Label Virgin Coconut oil... right now...it's not looking so good. I confess myself disappointed.

On a brighter note, I started making myself slushies to drink. Today I started adding 1 Tbsp of flaxseed meal to them. Hopefully, that will just assist in my getting healthy. Woot woot!!!

I'll keep you posted on the coconut oil and on the healthy stuff.

Lots of Love,
Kristi

268

Well, have you ever had one of those nights where you literally wake up every hour? Where you don't feel rested and it's possibly you had nightmares or just felt tense the whole time?

Yeah, that was my night. I woke up, woke up around 6 and it was crazy storming. LOVE LOVE thunderstorms, but man I'm exhausted today.

Used my brand spanking new blender today and made orange juice smoothies... I thought they were really good. Wyatt wasn't such a fan. lol

I hope you all have a better night's sleep than me.

Lots of Love,
Kristi

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Sometimes, when I think of friends and relationships I've lost it breaks my heart so much that I can barely stand it. I can remember a time when I was happy. I have been in this funk so long that I was just assuming to myself and everyone else that I've literally never been happy in my life.

That is NOT true!!! I used to be fun. I used to do fun things, and experience my life and I swear I WILL find a way to get back to that. I just have to figure this out. I made this pact with myself and by God, I WANT to get healthier and better and not be this miserable person at age 30.

Anyhow, I just want to take a minute today to say how much I realized I was missing my friends. The things I used to do for fun and the people I did them with. I hope everyone cherishes what they have and doesn't ruin it with snide awful remarks.

Life's just too damn short.


I wish everyone love and affection and a little bit of cheer today.


Lots of Love,
Kristi

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Dammit I forgot. Happy St Patrick's Day!!!!

 I can't believe I forgot to post last night. I must've been stuck in my own little world. Anyhow, this is one of my favorite holidays. I wish you all the most happy of returns.

Lots of Love and Luck,
Kristi