Not anything real interesting today. Met the new "Boss-man" at work. He's pretty much a tool. Spin-Doctor. Purveyor of lies. Whichever you prefer.
Started training again. Wishing my life wasnt so damn frustrating.
Quote of the day: If live gives you lemons, make lemonade. If you dont like lemonade or you hate the people who gave you the lemons in the first place, get a shotgun and put those lemons out of their misery.- K Lynn
Happy Tuesday!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Monday Monday
Since this is just an experiment for me... and I'm clearly failing miserably...I'm going to play a game. "How many days/posts can I go without a single view or follower. My guestimate right now is this side of forever, but who the heck knows.
So.... word of today is: Sorrow.
Why you ask? Because I'm full of it. Sorrow that is. My Mom and Dad are on vacation for their anniversary and I miss my Mom sooo stinkin' much. It makes me very sad. You see I talk to my Mom every single day. She is a clear, vital part of my every day life.
So, sorrow, is the word of the day.
Definition from Dictionary.com
sor·row [sor-oh, sawr-oh]
1.
distress caused by loss, affliction, disappointment, etc.; grief, sadness, or regret.
2.
a cause or occasion of grief or regret, as an affliction, a misfortune, or trouble: His first sorrow was the bank failure.
3.
the expression of grief, sadness, disappointment, or the like: muffled sorrow.
Yep... that'd be right.
Love You Mom. Cant wait til you come home!!
~K.Lynn~
So.... word of today is: Sorrow.
Why you ask? Because I'm full of it. Sorrow that is. My Mom and Dad are on vacation for their anniversary and I miss my Mom sooo stinkin' much. It makes me very sad. You see I talk to my Mom every single day. She is a clear, vital part of my every day life.
So, sorrow, is the word of the day.
Definition from Dictionary.com
sor·row [sor-oh, sawr-oh]
1.
distress caused by loss, affliction, disappointment, etc.; grief, sadness, or regret.
2.
a cause or occasion of grief or regret, as an affliction, a misfortune, or trouble: His first sorrow was the bank failure.
3.
the expression of grief, sadness, disappointment, or the like: muffled sorrow.
Yep... that'd be right.
Love You Mom. Cant wait til you come home!!
~K.Lynn~
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
Kindergarten Drop-out
I am a bad Mom. The truth hurts I'm telling you. However, the truth is... my son doesn't really like kindergarten. I'm having a really hard time with him not really doing that well. Its literally only been a month and yet, here you go, I'm already disappointed. I hate that I was able to do things and I can REMEMBER doing them and he cant do ANY of them.
Its almost like he has no interest at all in doing schoolwork. He says he just wants to go back to camp, which he loved.
I'm writing this tonite because he cried tonite. He cried to me for at least 30 minutes about no one wanting to be his friend at school. I mean he got CHOKED UP!! I was so mad just sitting there listening to it. So I ask him 'Why not baby? Did those mean evil, horrible, terribly raised children not see how incredibly amazing you are?" Well...something like that anyhow. He says they told him he didn't have the right shirt and they already had friends.
I'm having a very very hard time with this. This is my one and only baby and this BS about school has already had me frustrated beyond belief. My baby cannot grasp that school is for learning and not just playing. So you add this whole no friends dynamic and school has officially become a place he has no interest in going to.
Great so I have a possible Kindergarten Drop-out on my hands. I mean are you kidding me? My mother says its my fault. HAH!! I love that. I love that somehow this is my fault. Apparently, my lack of love for the school my child is currently attending has been incorporated in my son's psyche and he's channeling my dislike for the politics and problems of public school. Pretty impressive for a 5 year old right? I certainly thought so.
Well, I just wanted to vent for a minute. Hopefully my baby is happier tomorrow. His birthday is Wednesday and so this week, his Birthday Week, should be amazing. Keep your fingers crossed.
~Kristi~
Its almost like he has no interest at all in doing schoolwork. He says he just wants to go back to camp, which he loved.
I'm writing this tonite because he cried tonite. He cried to me for at least 30 minutes about no one wanting to be his friend at school. I mean he got CHOKED UP!! I was so mad just sitting there listening to it. So I ask him 'Why not baby? Did those mean evil, horrible, terribly raised children not see how incredibly amazing you are?" Well...something like that anyhow. He says they told him he didn't have the right shirt and they already had friends.
I'm having a very very hard time with this. This is my one and only baby and this BS about school has already had me frustrated beyond belief. My baby cannot grasp that school is for learning and not just playing. So you add this whole no friends dynamic and school has officially become a place he has no interest in going to.
Great so I have a possible Kindergarten Drop-out on my hands. I mean are you kidding me? My mother says its my fault. HAH!! I love that. I love that somehow this is my fault. Apparently, my lack of love for the school my child is currently attending has been incorporated in my son's psyche and he's channeling my dislike for the politics and problems of public school. Pretty impressive for a 5 year old right? I certainly thought so.
Well, I just wanted to vent for a minute. Hopefully my baby is happier tomorrow. His birthday is Wednesday and so this week, his Birthday Week, should be amazing. Keep your fingers crossed.
~Kristi~
Monday, April 26, 2010
And so it begins
Most obviously this is a first for me...but I find myself wanting to spew out words more and more often. Odds of anyone ever reading this? Between zip and zilch I'd say, but hey it might make me feel better. Basically, I'm just tired of thinking. All I ever do is think think think. Its next to impossible to shut my mind off. I've realized recently that I've spent pretty much my entire life waiting for something to happen. Waiting for the big "Wow!"
Can I share something with you? It hasnt really happened. Unless you count getting pregnant and birthing a child? I do have one of those. He's five. The love of my life and the bane of my existence. My relationship with my child is like two sides of the same coin. It can be joyous and happy and it can depress the ever-loving daylights out of me.
I always thought my big "Wow" moment would be for singing. Always. All through the years growing up... it never even occurred to me that this might not happen. Everyone always said. "Kristi, you're wonderful. You are GOING places." Yep, I've gone places alright. Debt, debt and more debt. No education. A pion at a desk job. A muted voice in the throng of many. Its so very very sad.
People find out I am a single mother, no husband, never been married. No career. Its demoralizing. So many had high expectations for me. I can honestly say I havent lived up to any of them. Blah. I'd like to write more...but its past my bedtime and I truly need to go to bed. Have to be up in 5 hours. Lets see how this does to curb my bad moods...Til next time.
~Kristi~
Can I share something with you? It hasnt really happened. Unless you count getting pregnant and birthing a child? I do have one of those. He's five. The love of my life and the bane of my existence. My relationship with my child is like two sides of the same coin. It can be joyous and happy and it can depress the ever-loving daylights out of me.
I always thought my big "Wow" moment would be for singing. Always. All through the years growing up... it never even occurred to me that this might not happen. Everyone always said. "Kristi, you're wonderful. You are GOING places." Yep, I've gone places alright. Debt, debt and more debt. No education. A pion at a desk job. A muted voice in the throng of many. Its so very very sad.
People find out I am a single mother, no husband, never been married. No career. Its demoralizing. So many had high expectations for me. I can honestly say I havent lived up to any of them. Blah. I'd like to write more...but its past my bedtime and I truly need to go to bed. Have to be up in 5 hours. Lets see how this does to curb my bad moods...Til next time.
~Kristi~
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