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Obviously this year has been much less motivated than last year. I haven't felt like writing at all. Today, however I decided to write. My best friend for over 23 years is getting married this Saturday. Her wedding was a huge part of my motivation to make myself look better and feel better. I just didnt want to be her fat best friend at her wedding. Well, too late now. So, I'm just going to do my best to be as presentable as possible.

I'm resigned to the reality that is my life. At least for the moment.

I do want to share something here though. Just to maybe boost my positivity a bit. One thing I've always felt really great about is music. I'm really good with music. How it affects people what songs work where and just in general. I think it would be awesome to just create playlists for people as a job. I put so much effort and thought into each and every song. So, just for fun I'm going to include in this post the playlist I made for her Bachelorette party. Maybe someone will enjoy it. There was one playlist that was given to each guest on a CD to take home with them. The other was just for listening all day/night during activities.

Ashley's Bachelorette Party Playlist-Guest CD:
1. Always Be My Baby-Mariah Carey
2. Cheers (Drink to That)-Rihanna
3. Hey Baby-Bruce Channel
4. Lights- Ellie Goulding
5. Sukiyaki- 4 pm
6. On the Floor- Jennifer Lopez
7. My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It)- En Vogue
8. Somebody That I used to Know-Gotye
9. Hold On-Wilson Phillips
10. Girl On Fire-Alicia Keys
11. Mercy-Duffy
12. We Got the Beat-Go-Gos
13. I Love It-Icona Pop
14. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun-Greg Laswell
15. Holy Grail-Jay-Z (feat. Justin Timberlake)
16. Let's Stay Together-Maroon 5
17. No Diggity- Blackstreet
18. A Thousand Years-Christina Perri
19. We Belong- Pat Benatar
20. Marry Me- Train
21. You Belong to Me-Jason Wade