I'm feeling broken. So incredibly confused and frustrated with myself. This blog turned into something so sad and depressing. I didn't want that to happen. I never wanted to be the Debbie Downer. I mean honestly, who does? Who wants to constantly bring down everyone around them? Unless of course, they are a vindictive sonofabitch.
Its been brought to my attention that I am severely lacking in quite a few areas. I've let people down or even become slightly offensive. I don't wanna be that way. At the same time. I'm completely wasting my life. On what you ask? On responsibility. I absolutely hate every single part of this life.
I am nowhere that I thought i would be. I'm nothing like I thought I'd evolve into and I certainly am nothing special. However, my hands are tied. So, the moral of the story is, Suck it Up Buttercup. You reap what you sow and I've sown my lot.
Its been brought to my attention that I am severely lacking in quite a few areas. I've let people down or even become slightly offensive. I don't wanna be that way. At the same time. I'm completely wasting my life. On what you ask? On responsibility. I absolutely hate every single part of this life.
I am nowhere that I thought i would be. I'm nothing like I thought I'd evolve into and I certainly am nothing special. However, my hands are tied. So, the moral of the story is, Suck it Up Buttercup. You reap what you sow and I've sown my lot.
