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Why do I have these terrible headaches? Why do I constantly post about being in pain? Why am I such a complainer? Seriously, I"M even sick of listening to me. But I swear I have nothing else to write about. It's depressing. I have issues.

I've completely convinced myself that I need to be single, and there are a LOT of reasons for that. Oh so many reasons that I can't even go into. It's just every once in awhile I get this feeling...it's a feeling of loss and absence. It makes me sad. I had that feeling this weekend. Friday I saw someone that I never really thought would give me THAT feeling, and yet...it did. Now it's funny because he totally was like "things aren't going to be weird between us are they? You don't want anything more from me right?" lol he's a friend and I adore him, we always have that crazy flirt thing going on but it's progressed past that point now. My answer has always been, you have nothing to worry about cuz I'm going to be single forever. I am clearly not what he's looking for in a serious relationship and I am not even looking for a serious relationship, but.... That's right folks there is a but, our hands fit.

I'm such a bizarre person, but that is something I notice. In the past I've been with guys whose hand I can't comfortably hold. It is uncomfortable and just doesn't mesh. This guy? His hands fit almost perfect with mine. Weird right? Oh well. I'm sure I'll get over it. I always do. I get these waves of whatever and then I'm back to normal. I just need the normal to come sooner than usual. I don't like feeling like this.

So, it's been over 2 months now that I've been in a "Get Kristi Healthy" frame of mind. I don't feel healthier. Mostly because I've been nothing but sick the whole time, but I've gone 2 months now with 2 mt dews or less per day. I've discovered the possibility of a gluten intolerance. I've actively considered dieting and changing what I eat. I started eating Organic Eggs. The results are very very small and to be honest almost insignificant, but here they are.

Lost 10 lbs
Lost 3" around my waist. I keep thinking that it's just a misread of the tape measure, but what the hell, I'm going to put it on here and that way I have it to reference at a later date.

Okay peeps have fabulous day.

Lots of Love,
Kristi