Today has been filled with weird emotions. I bawled like a little baby watching Parenthood. Holy crap, if you ever need something to make you cry, serioulsy just watch an episode. I think I've mentioned on here before that I'd love to be a Braverman. That show is brilliant. It's written well, and honestly it's just amazing.
Moving on, I feel ...off. I've had more than one person ask me if I feel different. It's a pretty common question after you turn thirty. However, normally people say "no" or "not really" Me, however? I feel completely different. I can actually feel a shift in my whole being. It's bizarre. I can honestly say I don't like it.
In fact, i hate it. I feel a shift in what I'm thinking, how i"m feeling and in what I'm going to do. I'm still me, and I know this couple of years is about searching. I just don't know that I like what I'm finding. Someone once told me that you think your twenties are all about finding yourself, but what you really do in your twenties is mess everything up and make mistakes. It's your 30's that are about finding yourself and what you're going to be. Maybe that will be the case for me.
K
Moving on, I feel ...off. I've had more than one person ask me if I feel different. It's a pretty common question after you turn thirty. However, normally people say "no" or "not really" Me, however? I feel completely different. I can actually feel a shift in my whole being. It's bizarre. I can honestly say I don't like it.
In fact, i hate it. I feel a shift in what I'm thinking, how i"m feeling and in what I'm going to do. I'm still me, and I know this couple of years is about searching. I just don't know that I like what I'm finding. Someone once told me that you think your twenties are all about finding yourself, but what you really do in your twenties is mess everything up and make mistakes. It's your 30's that are about finding yourself and what you're going to be. Maybe that will be the case for me.
K
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