So, I finally went to the doctor this morning and sure enough, I've got a sinus infection and bronchitis. Apparently it can't ever be easy with my body. My body hates me. :(
I know that I haven't been keeping very good track of things this year. Maybe it's because I'm already over that 30 hump so I feel kinda lost and just blah. Perhaps it's just because so far 2013 sucks sideways. I"m not 100% sure, but so far I'm not really enjoying my time. I haven't really lost any more weight. I've been depressed and miserable, I did something I dont want anyone to know about because yeah, I said it'd never happen again.
I've discovered I'm very very jealous and also a very bad person. I'm tired of being me, and I hate that I'm broke all the time. I mean seriously can I PLEASE just win the lottery already? I promise I wouldn't turn into one of THOSE lottery winners. I already know what I'd do. Pay off all my debt, my Gramma's debt and my parents debt. Get my Gramma new eyes and better health. Then, give all the remainder to Doc to invest for me and live off the interest, guaranteeing that Wyatt has a trust fund and all the money he could ever need for his future.
Oh yeah, and I'd make sure the piece of shit asshole that thinks himself Soooooo wonderful, doesnt get a dime and gets fucked in the ass. Why you ask? Because he deserves to be taken down about 6 pegs from where he thinks he stands in life. He deserves nothing but misery.
Yes, I realize that was a bit gloom and doom and is possibly illegal thoughts, but seriously a girl should only be expected to take so much. I can't take it anymore. I don't WANT to play this part anymore.
I want to be Kristi Lynn Harvey again. I'd almost completely forgotten her, but I'm trying to find her again. Sorry if you stumble upon this post, I promise I'm not crazy or sociapathic, I'm just fed up with doing everything for everyone else and basically being left out in the cold.
Cheers,
Kristi
I know that I haven't been keeping very good track of things this year. Maybe it's because I'm already over that 30 hump so I feel kinda lost and just blah. Perhaps it's just because so far 2013 sucks sideways. I"m not 100% sure, but so far I'm not really enjoying my time. I haven't really lost any more weight. I've been depressed and miserable, I did something I dont want anyone to know about because yeah, I said it'd never happen again.
I've discovered I'm very very jealous and also a very bad person. I'm tired of being me, and I hate that I'm broke all the time. I mean seriously can I PLEASE just win the lottery already? I promise I wouldn't turn into one of THOSE lottery winners. I already know what I'd do. Pay off all my debt, my Gramma's debt and my parents debt. Get my Gramma new eyes and better health. Then, give all the remainder to Doc to invest for me and live off the interest, guaranteeing that Wyatt has a trust fund and all the money he could ever need for his future.
Oh yeah, and I'd make sure the piece of shit asshole that thinks himself Soooooo wonderful, doesnt get a dime and gets fucked in the ass. Why you ask? Because he deserves to be taken down about 6 pegs from where he thinks he stands in life. He deserves nothing but misery.
Yes, I realize that was a bit gloom and doom and is possibly illegal thoughts, but seriously a girl should only be expected to take so much. I can't take it anymore. I don't WANT to play this part anymore.
I want to be Kristi Lynn Harvey again. I'd almost completely forgotten her, but I'm trying to find her again. Sorry if you stumble upon this post, I promise I'm not crazy or sociapathic, I'm just fed up with doing everything for everyone else and basically being left out in the cold.
Cheers,
Kristi
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