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Sometimes I wonder about myself. Okay, let me rephrase that, I wonder about myself all the time.

It's so strange to me that the one thing that turned me, that changes me for my entire life, is the one thing I seem to be really really good at. I have an innate talent for subterfuge, I guess. I know that's not really the right word, but it's the one I'm using right now.

Well, just so you know, I've already told you once and now I'm telling you again, Breaking Dawn Part 2 was very good. Not quite everything I wanted to see, but a lot of things I was glad to see.


I've gained 3 lbs by the way, in the last couple of weeks. Depressing. So still some ways away from my goal weight I'd the year and still 45 lbs away from my own personal goal weight for my BFFs wedding. I know damn good and well I can't meet that particular goal, so I'm sticking with 30 per year. I think it's quite reasonable and even possible. If I were to accomplish that, it would put me at 60lbs lost. That's none too shabby.

Please keep your fingers crossed that I can reach these crazy goals. That I continue to stay Gluten Free. That everything turns out well. It's my hope that this year of disaster and of stress and sickness will fold into a much better year next year. If, that is, I actually make it to next year. Sigh

Lots of Love,
Kristi