354-Annoyance

I have never intended for this blog to be a bitter diatribe toward one single person. Nor for it to be the place where I bash my son's father. His actions and issues have a lot to do with the person I am today, but I thought I was bigger than that. However, after the most ridiculous thing set off my rather impressive temper, I felt that I needed to get this off my chest and its not like anyone is actually reading this blog anyways. This here is my son. You can't get much cuter than he is. The reality of Wyatt is that he truly is an interesting child. He has so much love in him to give and he really does freely give it. What I dont understand is why a man who has 5 natural children and two step-children, cannot find the time to be the father he should be to this wonderful boy. Wyatt is 7 now and he really notices the lack of interest and compassion from his father. Yes, Wyatt's dad is not a bastard or a terrible person, he's just not what he should/could be. I'm tired of the games and the frustration he causes me. He has 2 other mother's to deal with and I know they certainly don't put up with this bullshit. He can't be bothered to respond to me or ever let me know what the FUCK is going on. I bend over backward for that man to keep the peace and just make everyone's lives easier. The thanks that I get is a lack of interest in my child. He pretends well, he always has, but in reality he takes him no more than the obligatory every other weekend and Wednesdays. Funny thing about that, Wyatt never EVER gets any alone time with his Dad. He is lumped in with his sisters ( of which he has 6) and therefore doesn't feel special at all.

Someone please tell me why, when asked what time he was picking up his son, the response I got via text message was "Y" you got it folks, that was literally it. What a fucking JOKE!!!! Ugh. Can you maybe try just a little bit harder to actually show some interest in your child and maybe to NOT be a gigantic fucking asshole? I would really appreciate that. Thanks so much.

On a brighter note....14 days on my weaning from Mt Dew and I'm still holding strong at 2 per day.

Have a fabulous day.

Kristi