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We are heading into the middle of April 2013, I just had a very surreal night Friday night. Hung out with some people I haven't seen in over a decade. I found myself feeling so inadequate. I know that's Ridiculous. I also know that we all have to live our own lives. It's very difficult to separate the sad and the, I'm not sure how to put it, but I guess you could call it
Depression. I'm really just not sure what to call it. I have always been the least intelligent of those group of people. It was just interesting to be reminded of that.

I think that I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing with my life. We all know that I have been beating myself up for over year longer probably. So, I think at this point it's just going to be about me making some Decisions about my life, and making sure that I stick with those decisions.

I know that no one really is reading this blog, and that is totally fine with me. it's really like I've said, more of a diary than anything else. I apologize to anyone who's come to this blog and just been depressed by what I write.

Hope you all have a fantastic evening

K