Well, if I was anyone reading this pathetic excuse for a blog, I would've given up by now. Everyone seems to think I have this amazing gift for words, but it's funny because when you go to write them down? Nothing. I have absolutely nothing.
I'm so tired of this roller-coaster of emotions that I've been on lately. I'm more than half-way into the year and I've got pretty much nothing to show for it. I'm devastated that my body is betraying me. I told it that I wanted to change. I gave up one of my absolute favorite things Bread and all things containing gluten. I gave up my favorite bevarage, Mt Dew. I drink smoothies and I eat vegetables when I can stomach it. I'm soooo annoyed right now.
I wanted a change and you know what I got? I got the same old Kristi with stupid little complications that make my life miserable. I'm broker than a joke. I wish I had a house. My friends...well let's just say I only hear from them when they need something. I'm about sick of that as well.
I am NOT here to be used, but apparently that's going to be my lot in life. I fix everyone else but myself. I'm so incredibly sick of it.
I give up.
I'm so tired of this roller-coaster of emotions that I've been on lately. I'm more than half-way into the year and I've got pretty much nothing to show for it. I'm devastated that my body is betraying me. I told it that I wanted to change. I gave up one of my absolute favorite things Bread and all things containing gluten. I gave up my favorite bevarage, Mt Dew. I drink smoothies and I eat vegetables when I can stomach it. I'm soooo annoyed right now.
I wanted a change and you know what I got? I got the same old Kristi with stupid little complications that make my life miserable. I'm broker than a joke. I wish I had a house. My friends...well let's just say I only hear from them when they need something. I'm about sick of that as well.
I am NOT here to be used, but apparently that's going to be my lot in life. I fix everyone else but myself. I'm so incredibly sick of it.
I give up.
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