Saturday, June 16, 2012

183 &182

I seem to have the hardest time remembering to post on Fridays. All the excitement of not having to work for a couple days I think. Anyhow.... Nothing too exciting to post.

I had a really crappy night actually. I went to try on some summer dresses because I've been feeling skinnier and smaller and all that good jazz.

HUGE MISTAKE!!!!!!
I looked about 8 months pregnant in every single dress I tried on. It was awful. Depressing. Sad and just plain ridiculous. Honestly, I don't know that losing weight is even going to matter. I have the stupid hump on my neck/back from 29 years of carrying around extra boobage. I mean really? Am I always going to look like this? 

N OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is about the God damn year of change and I swear I am not going to let myself down. 

I have given up Mt Dew by God. I should be able to lose 30 lbs. I'm still bound and determined.

(sigh) hopefully things get better.

Lots of Love,
Kristi

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