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Driving around in a 2012 Suburban. SOOO crazy. It actually makes me want to buy a HUGE truck or something.

I'm bigger than everyone else, and really it's pretty freakin' cool. I told my Dad it's kind of like driving a Semi. hahah

I miss my car being in good shape. I'm more worried than I can say that I'm going to get it back and it's going to be all wrong. It's not going to be how it was before. It's just going to be awful. I've been so mad about this whole situation and I feel like I have every right to be. It really depresses me that it wont ever be the same again. I am paying SOOO much money for this car it breaks my heart to think that I'll be paying for it another 4 years and it'll be not worth it.

So, for the first time in my life, I may actually consider trading in my vehicle. Probably wont be able to as my credit blows massive chunks, but oh well right?


Wyatt's birthday trip is this coming Saturday and I have literally NO money. I'm broke, I'm mad and I dont' want to be in a BAD mood for his trip.

It NEEDS to go well. It needs to be a good day with little to no yelling. I just want to enjoy myself.


Sigh

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